Sometimes in life there are curve balls that throw your life into a 360 degree. How we deal with them is the hard part. It’s hard to find that inner strength to fight back and get your life back. Although sometimes thoughts enter the mind that maybe it would be easier to give in to… Continue reading Fight for yourself
Is it possible to fall in love with someones voice? I don’t know if men will relate with me but there is singer that just brings tears to my eyes and make my soul sing…. something in his voice just stirs something spiritual in my mind and this explosion of feelings comes to me. I… Continue reading music and love
I read something today that hurt me to my core. It seems petty that in the mist of this crisis that the world is seeing the deepest grief that plagues my soul is this small sentence. In the middle of the paragraph no grief or emotion was expressed just a cold fact. I thought we… Continue reading I forgive but never forget
The date is not only about getting to know the other person but also about getting to know yourself . How much of yourself are you willing to put out there to be viewed and critiqued? As time has gone on I find myself having different thoughts and ideas on the topic. I never have… Continue reading Dating and Marriage
Sometimes I like to just sit in my room and organize. Don’t ask me why I just do it. When my room is clean and organized and I can find everything and everything is in it’s place/ box I feel that my life is more organized and manageable. I love having everything neat. I don’t know if others feel the same but i love the feeling of a clean room.
This might seem weird to some of my . Most of the time my room is mess and everything is everywhere and such…yeah i know a contradiction. Well when my life is changing or chaotic I like being able to go to a clean space in the house and sit and relax and look at the cleanness…. maybe it psychological or something….probably….does this mean i’m crazy?
Sometimes we can’t help but feel emotions towards people we sometimes don’t necessary want or can afford to have emotions towards. I hate the emotions. They cause so many problems and situations that I can do without. Sometimes you can’t help it and all you can do is try to resist and hope that things… Continue reading Crush
Sometimes life gives you sour lemons and no matter how much sugar you try to add to the mix you can’t sweeten it. Well sometimes you just have to drink the sour shit you made and put on a smile and pretend that it’s the best damn lemonade in the world. Today was a sad… Continue reading Shitty Lemonade