Sometimes I like to just sit in my room and organize. Don’t ask me why I just do it. When my room is clean and organized and I can find everything and everything is in it’s place/ box I feel that my life is more organized and manageable. I love having everything neat. I don’t know if others feel the same but i love the feeling of a clean room.
This might seem weird to some of my . Most of the time my room is mess and everything is everywhere and such…yeah i know a contradiction. Well when my life is changing or chaotic I like being able to go to a clean space in the house and sit and relax and look at the cleanness…. maybe it psychological or something….probably….does this mean i’m crazy?
Do you ever get the feeling that something big is about to happen? Like that there is something that you forgot and it’s really important and you should probably remember before it happens or something? Well I have and today was on of those days. There’s something in the back of my head that’s saying “important date, important date” and I’m like what? Well that important date is Valentines day.
Yeah ok so I don’t worry much about it. The only reason I remember have the time is cause it’s my parents anniversary, but even that it’s kind of like whatever. I don’t have anything against the day or something, but I just don’t celebrate it cause I’m never with someone. This year I might go to the movies with my girls, but even that’s not set. I don’t someone to give something that day! Like yeah ok, but are you just going giving me something cause of the day or some other reason? This is very confusing……
Yeah ok so girls are expected to sit and wait for the guy to go up to them and confess or something and every now and then a girl confesses to a guy, but they only do it on this day. Like why? You couldn’t do it another day? Do you get courage in that one day cause everyone else is doing the same thing?
It’s like the whole would you jump off the bridge just cause everyone else is doing the same?
Sorry guys, but this was a messed up. But it was just something in my head that was bouncing around and such but yeah.
“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind.”
― Bernard M. Baruch